Tuesday, September 13, 2011 // 11:35 PM
holidays! it suppose to be happy... but... i guess it's really becoz of the very very bored holidays i had aft Os... the boredom is killing me.. i dun like the feeling of thinking wat to do the next day... it's like so sian... no idea wat to do.. just rot... ): had bbq with cliques last fri~ haha enjoyed(: the murderer game, the water games epic XD so many ppl having fun tgt(Y) but... towards the end... suddenly felt very lost... yea.. the feeling of thinking wat to do the next day... ): happy time always flies fast.. wat do i really want... holidays or school days? holidays... somehow bored... school days.. stress and tired.. bored till i'm so tired... study till i'm so tired...
actually i really treasure the times i had when i'm studying.. when i grow older, working, i think will be missing studies.. schools.. the times in class, with classmates, friends.. hahaha it's sounds like i'm old XD
really wanted to spend everyday of my holidays with friends, have fun, get high! but i know it's impossible... everybody have their own things to do... but just a day of outing can make my day! pending for it~ but dun want it to end...
hate it when i'm feeling really down but dunno wat's wrong... wanna cry but there's no tears.. sleeping always the best choice for this situation:/ tumblr: i hate that feeling. The feeling when you're sad and, you have no idea why, but you just are.
i just want to be happy... who doesn't want...
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Si Xian
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