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Friday, January 30, 2009 // 5:32 PM really miss 208 lots... love 208/08!! like everyday got bio.. i see Jaslene help Tessari to carry her things and help her move place then i felt sad.. no one help me.. my big pile of books.. haizz.. last time in 208, sze hui would help me.. now in class, the things i dun understand or dunno how to do, no one help me.. then i saw Jaslene helping Tessari and Jess helping Anthea and others helping each other too.. i felt sad..no one help me or care abt me.. i feel that i am invisible.. dunno y last time different class, we all closer, but now in same class, feel drifted away... replying tag here: Tessari: but i felt drifted away from u guys.. Xinyi: i will think positive=D thanks! Jaslene: sometimes my mind go wild because of just a small matter, i also dunno y.. i also dun wish to be like this... Xinxian: Happy CNY too! Han: i also dunno whether it was like jealousy but i dun think is.. it was more like maybe i does not know ppl quite well in our class then if the friends i know like left me out i will like change.. negative thoughts? but anyway thanks.. Sze hui: thanks! my qi jie=D Monday, January 26, 2009 // 9:43 PM HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! yesterday have steamboat! huhu! i was counting down and received lots of sms and i send out lots of sms hahas.. then stay up till 12.45am coz i was watching the new japanese drama - meichan-no-shitsuji with my sister.. it was nice! love it<3  Meichan-no-shitsuji! today, went to 拜年! hahas then watch titanic on the star movie channel at my ah ma hse.. so touching hahas love it too! and saw my baby niece=D she was so cute! hahas my leg was pain man.. due to my new shoe.. lol okay stop here le! 箇中強手 - 人最难打败的是自己 Friday, January 23, 2009 // 6:32 PM today so sleepy..yawn.. aft bio class, me, wei xin, heidi, zhi wei, jaslene, tessari stay back for extra physic lesson coz yesterday we went for CO performance... it remind me of the stupid mic!! Ms Quek teach us for 30 mins and it was quite fun haha.. then aft that, Heidi told me n wei xin smth then Ms Quek ask wat are we saying then heidi want to ask smth but she dun dare then Ms Quek say that does we have anything to tell her then i say "Happy New Year!" then we all laugh.. then Ms Quek say "Thank You Si Xian" hahaha.. lol.. i dun noe whether do i have negative thought abt my friendship.. sometimes i will think that they dun need me le.. they will still be happy.. last time i was afraid that 8 sister n wifey cannot gam..but now not..thats wat i felt.. i felt drifted from wifey.. coz most of them were from the same instrument.. then they are closer.. then i felt that they dun need me le.. they will still be happy.. i dun noe y.. this problem was like last time.. i had with my other friend.. i hate this feeling.. dun noe how.. hate this feeling... can friends be forever? perhaps.. Monday, January 19, 2009 // 6:38 PM Studies! Homework! CCA! i going to be ki siao liao!! Today morning, i take early bus then when the bus going to reach Metta sch bus-stop, i suddenly rmb i forgot to bring my baby photo for the noticeboard.. i got down the bus and ran home to take.. tired!! aft that went to take bus 9 instead and change bus at 201.. i take bus 18 to sch.. actually i would reach sch at 6.45am bus i reach sch at 7.15am.. wooo.. haizz.. Wei Xin and i had been called Si Xin by Najeera lots of times.. we were very oh my god.. we are sensitive to the name Si Xin since last year mths lesson, Mr yeong called Si Xin and wei xin and i felt very strange coz dun noe who he calling then whole class laugh.. Si Xin was like our name combine.. Wei Xin + Si Xian... LOL i dun noe wats wrong with me today.. i keep calling ppl wrong name... i want to say Prisilla but i say Rebecca, i want to say Wei Xin but i say Wei Ting.. i want to say father(lao dou) but i say lao shi.. ah!! wat happen to me?? i felt that i am drifting away from some of my friends.. i dun wish to be like last time.. haizz.. Friday, January 16, 2009 // 9:51 PM today quite suay haizz... during morning assembley, my head kana hit 3 times.. then in class my head kana hit by paper ball.. sobsob...haizz.. aft sch, went out to eat lunch with Heidi, Vernesa, Raina, Mei Chin and Wei xin.. aft we eat, we put our bowl together and form a flower shape haha then we order cola float. we are laughing all the way until stomach pain.. haha really very fun coz we are saying something funny=D then we went for CO... during CO, yulin's liu qin has a wood piece break then need super glue to stick it back but jiao lian dun have so he told us to find teacher for super glue.. first i ask Mr Zaihan for super glue then he dun have, he told us to go DnT room then we went there knock on the door, no one reply.. then go general office.. i ask Mdm Tay then she help us go DnT room find but DnT room dun have super glue so she told us to go outside and buy... we went out and buy the super glue and go back and stick it then go for combine.. woo..tiring.. the dinner provided was very plain.. aft eating dinner, CCA fair started! band perform first then CO... aft we perform, Judo was the next.. lots of people was amazed by Judo performance, even i was amazed haha..all performance ended and begin to find juniors to join CO! 8pm, the CCA fair ended, we went to pack our instrument... mei chin told me to return a pair of drumstick to Duncan then i was carrying my heavy bag, one hand holding my 3 heavy textbook, another hand was holding my liuqin and the drumstick..i cannot find Duncan then when i went to the hall, i saw mei chin was talking to him... i was pissed off man.. the things i carrying is heavy leh... haizz.. dun like to be bang sei or left out.. thanks senior! i feel much better le=D Wednesday, January 14, 2009 // 8:16 PM friends... true friends.. do i have? or i didn't noticed? i felt lonely and left out in my class even though my friends are around.. dun know y... i dun wish to be like last time.. i dun think i can be a good friend.. i'm like eeyore.. lonely.. somehow i miss 208 really much! miss the happy moments! love 208!! Friday, January 9, 2009 // 9:22 PM came back from camp le=D group 11, mohigan.. haizz.. my friends are in different group.. solo.. but i quite enjoy doing rock climbing, canopy walk, nightwalk, campfire and climbing the wall down.. first time playing the canopy walk and it was cool=D scary too.. the food was quite sucky.. |
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