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Sunday, October 19, 2008 // 9:21 PM

i would like to maintain this friendship... but quite hard for me... this matter has been in my heart for abt 3 weeks...
its not only u... it also include Heidi, Vernesa, Mei chin..
i found myself quite.. apart from u guys aft i stop talking to wei xin...
ur will find wei xin instead of me...
do u know that i often cry in class is bcoz of wat... it is bcoz of our friendship...
i also often cry alone at home... i am also suffering.. it was hurtful also.. whenever i think of the happy time we had.. i cry... coz i think y will we become like this...
when in class.. ur will go find wei xin crowd around her table n play n talk... me leh, nobody cares..

then do u know y i did not go n sit with u guys in the canteen in the morning... u guys does not even care abt me... i sit there also nobody care... u will all talk to wei xin.... not me... i felt very lonely... then i choose to go with Jaslene coz she will not ignore me n she care for me n good to me...then whenever i wanted to go back n find u guys in the canteen, i will see u guys laughing happily talking happily n this make me feel more that u guys dun need me le... ur have wei xin can le...

it is really really really hurtful.... i am really really really sad.... i cry for weeks u know...
coz i also care abt this friendship...
aft last week home econ lesson, i think ur will want wei xin more than me as ur friend... even without me, u guys will also be happy...
i felt damn lonely...
i kept thinking that do u guys care abt me? u guys like me as a friend?
i almost cry everyday in sch during recess...

i had enough stress le...
during CO my juniors does not come for CO then i got a lot of things to teach,
my liu qin skill is getting worse now
i cannot concentrate well when i practicing,
then during lesson time i often see u guys laughing happily around wei xin, i felt sad...
i keep this to myself... n i dun wish to quarrel with u guys...
too many thing jam inside myself
i really very very very sad...
sry that i ignore u...
i sux ok...

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